Self vs. Self

If I struggle a lifetime What would my body be? An empty shell On what a demon fed Could be a heavy burden to stay true to your words Speak up I wanna silence everything We forgot no plan Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free We forgot no meaning Would you force me to a place where I make sense? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If I can't find myself? It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help? Dark nights on my soul I deny failure I ignite Woe is on my misery She wins all their eyes Realize what they find's not fate This is not me, this is me So if I struggle a lifetime What good would that do? We forgot a plan Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside If I do make sense Would you drag me down? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If I can't find myself? It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help? Dark nights on my soul